Last Monday, I joined Bible Study in my home church. And Wednesday, I went to my home church again to help for the Sunday School celebration decors. People asked of me for I had been away too long (so far, only 2 weeks). From my being discreet, people had gotten to know because though I tried not to tell the whole truth, they still sensed something not right, that I was "somehow" leaving.AND!! @#$%!! I saw my ex-mentor, my enemy.
I don't like to see her. I hate her. I am not forgiving her nor I am repentant either.
Pastor: Are you exasparating your spiritual children?
I attended the prayer meeting that Wednesday for only 15 minutes. She was the presider. I was feeling imprisoned by her presence. I was looking for a reason to leave until my mother (also my enemy) called. "Voila! I found my reason."As I got home (and before writing this), I sent hate letters to my ex-mentor.
It is because of these two mothers (biological and spiritual) that I am going rogue from my home church.
(And I may visit again this week to continue helping for the Sunday School. Hope I don't see her.)
